The change that happened!
I have always been a kid who was always shy about her feeling, feeling for a thing , for a person . I generally agreed to what others usually said , irrespective of what I actually felt . I always thought that what I was feeling was not a worthy view to talk about and whatever I thought was not the usual thinking of people around me.
During this phase my thinking changed to the kind of thinking others could accept. My vision towards people and life changed , though, somewhere I knew that it was not something I deeply agreed with. It was all superficial.
Everytime I saw my 'friends ' and classmates I found myself different. My bad that I didn't know , being different from the crowd was not a bad thing at all . My teachers loved me , my parents loved me , my friends did too, but one person didn't - It was me .
That is the reason I am writing this today and presenting it to everyone ,
'SELF CONFIDENCE ' is what I lacked all these years , but now after 18 years of life I understand the importance of my thoughts, the value of my skills , my art, my everything!
I want to say this to all the people reading my blog , believe me there is no one who will love you completely except your own self . I had my parents and my friends who always motivated me , but my CONFIDENCE came when I started letting go of things and accepting it as it was.
People appreciated my sketches , gave compliments , but I got motivated when I myself appreciated what I had made . But by this I don't mean that it's just about appreciation that you give yourself, it's more about how much you criticize yourself, and try to make yourself and your work better !
Now, when I talk about how strong or weak I am , I would just say my school life is the time I changed from a shy and a weak girl to confident and a strong adult .
During this phase my thinking changed to the kind of thinking others could accept. My vision towards people and life changed , though, somewhere I knew that it was not something I deeply agreed with. It was all superficial.
Everytime I saw my 'friends ' and classmates I found myself different. My bad that I didn't know , being different from the crowd was not a bad thing at all . My teachers loved me , my parents loved me , my friends did too, but one person didn't - It was me .
That is the reason I am writing this today and presenting it to everyone ,
'SELF CONFIDENCE ' is what I lacked all these years , but now after 18 years of life I understand the importance of my thoughts, the value of my skills , my art, my everything!
I want to say this to all the people reading my blog , believe me there is no one who will love you completely except your own self . I had my parents and my friends who always motivated me , but my CONFIDENCE came when I started letting go of things and accepting it as it was.
People appreciated my sketches , gave compliments , but I got motivated when I myself appreciated what I had made . But by this I don't mean that it's just about appreciation that you give yourself, it's more about how much you criticize yourself, and try to make yourself and your work better !
Now, when I talk about how strong or weak I am , I would just say my school life is the time I changed from a shy and a weak girl to confident and a strong adult .
I would like to end this by just saying , " The day you realise who you are , the day you understand and accept your self is the day you realise how beautiful- love, friendship, realtionship and this holy world can be. "
Agreed!! I too was like that..can feel each word you said.We are one of a kind believe it and move ahead,love you my lovely..muah!!
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