The change that happened!

I have always been a kid who was always shy about her feeling, feeling for a thing , for a person . I generally agreed to what others usually said , irrespective of what I actually felt . I always thought that what I was feeling was not a worthy view to talk about and whatever I thought was not the usual thinking of people around me. During this phase my thinking changed to the kind of thinking others could accept. My vision towards people and life changed , though, somewhere I knew that it was not something I deeply agreed with. It was all superficial. Everytime I saw my 'friends ' and classmates I found myself different. My bad that I didn't know , being different from the crowd was not a bad thing at all . My teachers loved me , my parents loved me , my friends did too, but one person didn't - It was me . That is the reason I am writing this today and presenting it to everyone , 'SELF CONFIDENCE ' is what I lacked all these years , but now after 18 yea...